okay so this post may be more info and more real than anyone wants to hear about. So, Brian and I have both been struggling spiritually lately, He more than I, and currently I would say that we would land on the less active list. For me it is not a matter of not believing it is more of not having the energy or the emotion to pull the weight for both of us. Brian is really struggling, internally, and with some demons from his past, unfortunately he is losing the struggle, I am so worried about him and I pray with all of my heart that some day soon we will be back in church together and that we will be able to attend the temple as husband and wife.
My biggest complaint is that NO ONE has seemed to reach out to him AT ALL. I know that he is not the easiest person to get close to but, I would think that someone would notice that he hasn't been in priesthood and would reach out to him and ask him what is going on. I know that he is embarassed, and ashamed but I also know the great power of the atonement and I think that if someone besides me could share that testimony that maybe he would be willing to talk to the bishop or someone and start the path back to happiness. If there is anyone out there who is reading this who can or will help him please do, because I don't know what to do for him. He is a good man with a good heart and I don't want to lose him to the dark side!
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Sister i love you! i hope everything works out and if i can do anything let me know. I know brian and i are not close buti love you both and i want all but hte best for you and your family. Never forget those many countless hours of studying the plan of salvation. Never forget the promises the lord has made you and that you have made with him. Never forget that this life is a test and with test come trials and hardship and last of all never forget the faith you have and the ability you have to move and overcome hard things. Sister i love you and look up to you. Keep a smile on your face and just remember when you cant stand anymore kneel
Last week I had a random thought of Brian. I haven't thought of him in so long that it kind of caught me off guard... I wondered where life had taken him, how its treated him and then I wondered why after all this time was I even wondering any of this. So, tonight I let my curiosity take over. I jumped on the computer and I was led straight to this blog where I see he has a beautiful family and a wife that loves him dearly. I knew Brian for a long time and I understand..., but I have faith this struggle will pass and he will find his way back to what is right.
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