Let me start by saying this...I have really really really struggled the past year since I had Gaven, not because I had my precious little man but just with the trials that have come since life has changed. I didn't pass my semester last fall which was a huge blow to my self worth and I have just struggled since trying to figure out who I am, what I am here for and what I have to offer. Today was another one of those hard days and oddly enough I found solace in the orignial karate kid. It was something Mr. Miyagi said about balance.
[notices Daniel has suddenly gotten quiet]
Miyagi: What matter?
Daniel: I'm just scared. The tournament and everything.
Miyagi: You remember lesson about balance?
Daniel: Yeah.
Miyagi: Lesson not just karate only. Lesson for whole life. Whole life have a balance. Everything be better. Understand?
I realized that if I could get some sort of balance in my life that maybe "everything better"...Understand?
Things in my home have not had balance. The things that used to matter most to me, fell by the wayside because I have felt so overwhelmed with motherhood, school, work and being a wife, I have really struggled with my balance...It is my goal this semester to find that balance and have the opportunity to be happy and successful and "everything better"
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