FREAKING OUT!

Today I spent nine glorious hours in Block 1 nursing orientation and I am sufficiently FREAKED OUT! I don't know if my husband has any idea what is in store for our little family in the next two years, he is going to have to be mom, dad and super emotional supporter. the syllabus is insane the costs are even more insane and of course the director of the program had this to say "I don't know why they do it but every year we have some person who gets pregnant in block one of nursing Why would anyone want to do that?!!" Okay so I slink down in my chair and stifle back the tears... did I plan this? NO! Do I regret the pregnancy NO! Anyone who knows me knows that I always have to do things the HARD way otherwise I fail to see the wonderfullness of what I have been given or have achieved. SO needless to say I am seriously doubting my abilities to be super woman though it has not in anyway dampened my desire to be a nurse I have wanted this for too long and I have waited for too long.... BRING IT!!!!!